You Mean Nothing To Me

You Mean Nothing To Me

All the while I wish life could pass faster. No matter how much I want to get through life. I see nothing but your image in my eyes. You say you love me, adore me I can only say that you mean nothing to me.

All the while I wish life could pass slower. Rather than be stuck in the mud and sinking deeper. Your gaze makes me shutter and want to hide. You say you could never hurt. Whether you were nice or so you say. I could only say that you mean nothing to me.

All the while I wish life was nothing to me. Time seemingly stands still as I search for something more. Something to fill this void that craves a lover. You say that it could never be Love is only for the weak, live alone. You can never see what you've done. You made me this way I should say that you mean nothing to me I mean something to you.

Why do I care so much I want to scream out words that hurt I remain silent to respect our bond. I hate you to hell and back. You hate me to heaven and earth. But love between us is unstable with a coaster of lies. Our truths seems to run deeper as we hide inside. What do you think if I told you of all the times?

All the times you made me cry. All the times you made me scream. All the times you made me want to hit the wall. All the times you made me hurt the one I love so much. Everything I ever loved has turned to dust in your reach. What do you want from me? I believed you. I trusted you with my heart. You broke it so many times. As much as I hurt you, we can still blame each other for years. We can fix ourselves, but we never do. We hurt each other. An eye for an eye. You and I are just the same. How do we fix ourselves? We could leave each other. Why can't you leave me? Why can't I leave you? But I will say that you mean nothing to me. But in reality I feel something for you. I can dream of a life without you, but run to you always. Lies we create so easily. Where do we start and end? I don't even know anymore.

I wrote Vampire Kiss, You Mean Nothing to me, and Deep Hunger Under Moon

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