help me plz

Hi nice to see ever one again.sorry for any wrong spellg
What does this me?
You see im the guy person who always rejeted so im in the dack side and try to push every one away and started disliking every person and every god and godsses that lives and i kind of want to kill you guys n the god/sses (forgive me i'm weird n crazy). The only things i love in this world animales. You see this has been happing for 4years. It was me and this lady on a bus stop wating for a taxi or bus and a taxi came' i was about to jump in and had this weird feeling so i decided to take the next one and told lady that she should take this one. Just about few min late i saw the taxi that i was suppos to be in but i was nt that lady was crashed in front of me with a bus. Well you could say i was lucky. Now every time some one is in pain i feel (38% sad n 62% happey) like i feed on his/her pain at the same time i want to help hem/her but i can't i jst get so confused. So now i have this nightmars/dreams they feel so realy.

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That's just how the cookie crumbles. It was her time to go.

First dream: my mother died in my hands(i was holding her crying and she told me something after that she was gone)

Second dream: i was sleeping in my room and had a wired dream that i was awoke and their was this thing with wings, 4 legs and a long tail. This shoot its tail on the ground and this roots that ot grow and covering everything in black and i don't known what happens next and wokeup

Tirdy dream: sucked in by a black hole(wired)

Fourth dream: was sleeping in my room and i felt something i try turning around but i couldn't move it was like something was holding me down try fighting it off but i still couldn't move and started getting weak and the light in my room was on but i couldn't see anything it was dack and this person worked to and gave this knife, sword and worked away n disperse and i stubbed this thing and i was free and woke up

Plz help if you known what going on with me because right now i don't known what real or not,if im going crazy and plz don't hash me or shout at me

oh thnx jacubs and the dreams?

Dreams don't always have to mean something. It's just your mind processing your imagination and whatnot.

I'm going with embrace.
You likely are not going crazy, but I think you have a great deal of anxiety that you should get an outlet for. You also sound like you could be dealing with Reactive Attachment Disorder (RAD) which is elevating your anxiety. Try doing some internet searches and see if you can find your self. It may help with the dreams.