I was born with a gift, I've been casting time and mind spells since I was 9, I can sense the minds and souls of the people, I know since I was born how time works, but there's a downside I'm getting corrupted and spirits persue me, I can still cast my time spells but any error can shorten the life of the world itself. My questio is: What am I? Who was I? And how can I stop corruption from spreading on my mind?
What are you? - A fluff. Who were you? A bigger fluff also I guess. And how you can stop "corruption from spreading on your mind"? - Very easy. Cut down on fantasy movies/books/pc games and you'll be just fine.
Re: A curse and a gift By: Artindark Moderator / Adept
Post # 5 Oct 26, 2012
There is nothing wrong with having imagination ,but using it but convincing yourself that you have the "gift " or the "curse " to "shorten the life of the world itself " is not a suggeston that is very healthy in its nature .
AtWolf it is rather puzzeling the fact that you stated that you can read the mind and souls of the people and in same time you do not know your own mind and soul.Perhaps you need to shift the focus from other people toward yourself and start realizing what is provoking such thoughts in you .You should have known better that if you do not know we will not know better .
It appears very much to me that you have convinced yourself you have this abilities and now of course are facing the aftermath and the guilt from supposedly having them .
I personally do not believe that there is much more to it than fantasy .The main point is if you do not know who you are you can very easely program yourself to be even superman .You are the one that spreads corruption in your mind than anything else .Sprits operate accordingly what is already inside you in form of emotions ,thoughts and programs .They can further enhance the program or try to change it ,but it will take very long time and dedication to spirit to program or reprogram a person to think in certain way that is not natural to him and most spirits do not find the ordeal as worth it .
To me it looks like you have come here to ask essential questions only to attract attention of what you can do supposedly ,than actually learn who you are and how to stop any corruption .It is only natural for folks to pick up on that and give you the fluff label .
The members never cease to amaze me with their rudeness towards people they've never even met.
While I'm sure your energies are strong, time is that but of illusion, the world never will end, it will only continue on its cycle, begin a new, have a new world with new walks of life, long after we have left it and gave it our thanks.
Come on. So the world is being shorten by you. Oh from nonwards we should like depend on you. Good thinking but not working on here. Let me tell you there is a limit for everything if you stay in that limit like everyone is in you'll be considered as known person. If you cross that limit we can say that you have gone out of your mind. Everyone has their own imagination and dreams, but they don't like express themself. They keep to themself. So keep yours for yourself and stop the roleplaying.
*sigh* i hope dear child you will one day know true magick and learn what it is about. I pity you for i sense you are lonely and want peoples affections. Liliths blessings, Cielo.
I ment that I was able to do magick and that I'm getting suddenly insane lately, I'm currently 27 and I've never role played in my life. I also can read Latin and I have never studied that language, when I close my eyes I see Latin writting that says that I'll pay for what I did in my past, that's what I ment by corruption spreading. By "time spells" I ment that I can see past and future of people without anything, not a spell neither tarot cards. And finally by "mind spells" I ment that I can turn people insane or just posses them by just using clairvoyance to see their bodies and then posses them.
