Hello,
Iam a freelancer journalist from Brazil who lives in UK. Iam 35 years old woman, completely broken and goes thought a lot of difficult times in life, anyway for several time I was told somebody did a spell for me, that is why my life doesn't work. My life is a mess in all senses, right now I even don't have money to buy a toothpaste , I survive by my parents help, and some few friends help. I don't have a boyfriend,Iam not ugly but men seem interesting in me only for sex, as Iam most of the time facing a difficult times some friends get rid of me, nobody want to be beside somebody who has problems all the time. I went to some physic helps but it seems only the bad bit they say happen. Right now, Iam lost, depressed, completely broken, unloved and asking every day what am I doing in this planet. I don't use any kind of drugs, don't eat meat, work hard to make my name in media , but nothing absolutely nothing good happens. Could you in some way help me? Iam conscious I have potential, a people around me always say, but things don't work for me. I see people around me doing any effort and getting things , while me even don't have money to pay for my pubic transport, I live in a tiny room and do my best to be happy even in the middle of the chaos, but now it seems the end for me. Help me? Thanks,
Re: GET RID OF BAD SPIRIT By: SunshineVal / Novice
Post # 2 Dec 12, 2013
Freelance Journalism seems like a very exciting career choice. Perhaps, you should try getting any kind of part time job just to make ends meet while you are still pursuing your dream.
Also, I would recommend meditation. Clearing out all negative thoughts and visualizing yourself as a successful journalist. Chakra and Aura cleansing would be very helpful.
There are several spells for bringing good fortune/luck into your life. But, it would be important for you to have only clear positive thoughts when doing that.
Good luck. :)
Dont get mad at me its just my opinion but i think you should eat meat, maybe if you were slightly more aggresive then people wouldnt try to take advantage of you, and dont have sex till after handfast. Who needs sex when you have magic/wicca/divine.
Sorry to hear about your situation, I think you should try finding a couple part time jobs. Out might suck to flip burgers for minimum wadge but that's what we've got to do sometimes. While Journalism sounds awesome to me, I can also see how you are having trouble. I think you should find a job with flexible hours while you try to make a name for yourself.
I'm not going to question your morals about meat and sex but I would like to offer some advise. Low iron and a lack of vitamin D can effect us greatly. Try to get some supliments to help. I understand money is tight but your health is important, it can alter your mood and energy levels. Regarding sex, while o don't know how long you wait, you might want to date the person for a month or two, that way a bond can be formed before it grows physical, and this could also help in finding someone who cares for you. Granted there is no predetermined time as everyone is different, just trying to help.
Magically, a cleansing is a good idea since you seemed to be bogged down with negative energy. If you have some sea salt, put it in your bath water and just relax. Breath deeply, visualize/feel blackness being washed away by the clean water. When you feel "lighter" so to speak, pull the plug and let the water drain, visualizing/feeling the negativity being taken with the water out of your life. From there, daily meditation, shielding, and even positive affirmatioms could/should be done to help you. Spells primarily need energy, not items, to work. So saying little chants and surrounding yourself with certain energy can help. It might not be as strong as a spell with a bunch of items, but it should still work. As you get more financially stable, you could try candle spells, charms, and different spells to bring more change. Start with baby steps for now though. Good luck, blessed be. [P.s. I'm on my phone, sorry for any spelling mistakes]
oh! Neko, thank you for the reply. Yes, I worked in different places as a waitress, cleaner to get some money and still pursuing my job with the letters, but for some reason they never worked, or the contract finished suddenly, always something happens making me staying without the job, Iam not the one who just want to work in my degree and that is it,not at all Iam not ashame of anything but that didn't happen too.
About the supplements I probably will start to eat meat , about sex it is not me , for me I can stay without sex for ages, but the energy that I might send to men probably is sexual one, they never take me seriously.
Anyway have a good weekend and thanks again!