Hey guys. So, please keep in mind that I was fully awake, and it is possible that this was just fear that overworked itself.
A few hours ago, I saw this white flash. Not really a flash really, I mean. I felt like it was there, but my family was there too and they didn't comment on it and it just wasn't physically there. After this flash, there was this brief moving image of a woman that looked about 40 and she had short wispy blonde hair, long fingernails, pale skin and she just looked dead. Her hands were reaching out towards me and she looked like she wanted to hurt somebody. After about 1-2 seconds she was just gone, and since I wasn't physically hurt I tried to forget about it. However, I still feel kind of freaked out about it.
A few hours after that (Just about an hour from now) I walked downstairs and got my iPod. As I was about to walk back up the stairs it felt almost like non-physical daggers were being thrown at my back. I didn't feel any physical pain from this, and my back felt kind of stiff except it wasn't.. I could still move it perfectly fine but it felt cold and stiff even though I know stiff is not the perfect word choice. But it felt like this same girl from earlier was behind me, slightly towards my left. I of course freaked out again and ran upstairs as fast as I could. Since the dagger feeling, I've felt cold at random times, or that hot feeling that makes you feel cold. If that made sense.
Focusing in on only a few minutes ago, there was this persistent tapping sound coming from downstairs, near my room (which is almost exactly where I felt that the non-physical daggers were being thrown from) and my mom commented on this, saying it sounded like somebody was in my room. I just pretended I didn't hear it because I don't want anyone to check it out and I'm honestly way to scared to check as well.
Thinking back to a few days, in my room I felt like there was someone else there, but I just shrugged it off because that's all it was, just a feeling.
This all could likely just be a product of fear and imagination, but that isn't a common mixture for me. And truthfully, it doesn't feel that way. Maybe there is something psychologically wrong with me, but I'm not sure. I have to go to sleep soon, but I'm scared out of my mind about going down there, though there is no real proof or physical pain. I would appreciate an answer as soon as possible, because I have school tomorrow and staying up all night in fear isn't a great idea.
Also, as a side note. Just the other day I had been looking more into seeing things not physically there, and ever since then I've just felt dread. Not fear at the time, but like.. Being watched almost. Maybe it's my imagination, or maybe now that I've been looking into it more I may be able to feel/see this all better.
I brought this to the chat but nobody knew and one person did suggest trying to banish, but I feel bad if I even see somebody kill a spider, and I hate spiders. What if whoever/ whatever this is, is here for a reason? It wouldn't be my place to banish them right? Besides, I'm not sure I'm capable. /:
Anyways.. Basically my question is.. Does anyone know what's happening or am I just going insane?/:
Firstly asking about communicating with spirits can be kinda touchy because we can't really just set a way to do it and say it's right.
My advice would be to guard yourself, as I've had some.. unpleasant dealings with spirits before. I also understand what you mean about "it being there for a reason", but once something causes you excessive fear or pain you should worry more about you then it.
If it is real, and it sounds like it is to me, you should use salt, silver or a holy symbol to protect yourself.
Asking it what it wants/need can sometimes help, but BE WARNED that this may be inviting a malevolent entity into your house. That's why, by this point, I would just remove it from my house. You can go through your religion for help or find a spell on the site to do so. Any questions; feel free to message me.
Hope this helps
Could be a spirit in pain that was reaching out for help. Could be a negative spirit up to mischief. Most important thing is not to fear whatever it is or is not as fear gives it power over you, inadvertantly but nonetheless. Your Mom heard the tapping but did not see it earlier? Have you angered someone that could be trying to spook you? Is there any history of tradgedy in the house?
KishinAsura;
Do you have recommendations as to how to guard myself? I don't want to upset them if they're really there or think I'm closing myself off. I am really interested, I just don't want harm to come to my family or animals.. And if they're there and really just looking for help, what would protecting myself do to them? Do you know? Also, for the recommendations on materialistic items to protect myself, I don't have access to any of them except salt, and I doubt my mom would approve since she doesn't know my faith really. I really appreciate your answer though :)
MindlesChaos;
Do you know any ways to tell the difference between a spirit in pain and a negative spirit? And do you know any ways to not fear? And yeah, my mom heard the tapping, but she didn't see anything. Would this mean anything? And I don't think I've angered anyone, I really try not too but I tend to accidentally. Do you mean a live person or a potential spirit? As for the history of tragedy, I'm not sure.. It's possible. There are stains on my floor that resemble blood but I could never clarify that. I could post a picture if wanted but I doubt that'd do much. However besides that, I really don't know and I've looked briefly online but found nothing so far. I really appreciate you taking your time to answer :)
Just remember the only thing to fear is fear itself. If it is a spirit, as far as I know, it can not physically harm you so there is nothing to fear. The tapping could have been a mouse under your floor. The needle sensation was most likely psychosymatic (your imagination) due to panic (being creeped out). Mom not in the know on spiritual beliefs means no way to use salt supply? Because Salt and limejuice mixed and smeared with finger around all entryways, doors, windows, archways and vents has always worked for me to keep negative spirits / energy out. So far as I know good spirits / energy can pass over it. Its the only method I have to figure if its good or bad. I am sorry my knowledge is lacking and I am not being very helpful. I just honestly believe it is nothing to fear. I meant on someone mad, a person. I knew a woman once that swears she was sending dark spirits to torment me because I would not date her. I was seeing some strange things at the time. I had a friend who was knowledgable in dealing with spirits, handle it. Again, apologies on my limited knowledge but I do not think you have anything to fear.
MindlesChaos;
I don't think it could be a mouse because the tapping took place while I was upstairs, and it was loud enough to be heard from downstairs, and it seemed to be kind of rhythmic almost. And it means I can use salt if entirely necessary, but it has to be such a little amount that she wouldn't particularly notice. As for lime juice, I don't know if we have any or where it would be if we did honestly. But that may be what I'll do. As for someone being angry, I doubt it. Not angry enough to do this anyways, and I don't know hardly anyone that appears to be somebody that would know how to. Also, don't be sorry, you really did help me, thank you :)
Remember too it could have been overactive imagination and tired eyes so no point upsetting your Mom getting into salt and lime juice. Whether imagination or spirit, I am fairly certain you have nothing to fear. :-)
Mindleschaos might be right, but there is a way to test if a spirit is or is not negative, negative spirits feed of negative energy which they get from negative emotions, so they are easy to get rid of by projecting positive energy at them, a negative one if won't leve atleast will show a bad reaction, and than if you project positive energy at them every time they show up than that spirit should just go away, because it would just be wasting its time, but if its powerful enough to effect the phyzical plane than it would probably be prety powerful, so if you do project positive energy go all aot because it might get them prety ticket, so before that you might just try when nobody is home (so you dont look like a nutjob) to just ask it to show itself and tell you what it wants when you know its presence, if it is "haunting" you withoat a porpise it is a negative entatie, but just because it dosent responde cleanly dosent mean that its not trying
p.s. To fear a negative entatie is to say stay a while, so I would not fear it, but nothing should hapen to you because if its trying to tell you something than its all its trying to do, and if its a negative entatie than it wont hurt you because it would be feeding of your negative energy, and when they are don they typically just go to the next person, so nothing to fear, or so I have hurt they dont realy bother me because my aura is like a sledge hamor to the face to them
