Before I start, I just want to say that though I have only studied occult practices for a year or two I do believe I am fully ready to cast spells. My intuition keeps telling me that I need to cast a spell for these particular problems for them to be fully ridded, but the problem is I don't know what I want to achieve with my spell so hopefully someone can give me a bit of direction here. I'll start off with a backstory...
I have three friends at school right now that want nothing to do with me. We've all known each other since the start of high school yet I'm always the one putting in the effort into our friendship, and it's obvious that they don't care about me.
Today, a girl that we talk to in class but never really hang out with said I'm ugly and have a big nose, and all they did was laugh at me.
Not any of them tried standing up for me. This girl even shouts out to everyone that I have a big nose and it makes me feel so sad that I want to cry every time. Right now I've been crying because of what that girl said about my appearance and the fact that after 2 years of putting so much effort into my friendship none of my friends even wanted to back me up or care about me in the least.
So what do you think I should do? I've tried everything I can in my physical power to untangle myself from this friendship that has caused me heartache for 2 years, but nothing works. I've tried leaving them twice but nobody else is willing to be my friend, and I've tried talking to them about it which all came to no avail.
I understand that this main problem has kind of manifested into two problems (the appearance one being the second), but I'm willing to do two spells just to get both of the problems to stop. (I know they say you shouldn't do more than one spell a week if you're a beginner but this is seriously affecting my life right now).
So in these two cases what would you say would be the best spell to do? I don't know if I would be able to banish three people from my life at once, especially since I would be completely alone if I did. As for the appearance problem I don't know what type of spell I should do either. So if anyone could be able to advise me of what spell would be most effective in these cases would be muchly appreciated. Thank you!
Magic should be your last resort in these situations. What you are facing there is something most of people face(I`ll assume you are in high school). So my advice would be to change circles you are moving in and two start with some serious training(if you`r already not).
Try looking among people that once you get to know them can be called odd or exotic(most of them have tendency to be extremely loyal and all in all good friends).
One more tip don`t try to look for people who want to be your friends but people that will be your friends(that means talk to people and if it goes smoothly, talk to them again when you can and again and before you know it you will be able to mark one or to to the friend list).
Thank you very much for your reply, but like I said I am using magic as a last resort as this type of thing has been going on for two years, and everything else I have tried has not worked in my favour. That being said, I don't believe it is fair to say that most people face this kind of thing in high school when that is clearly not the case. Maybe I wasn't clear enough, but they have treated me like dirt since the very beginning, and have bullied me both directly and indirectly. Pretty much everyone has established secure friendships at this age, where as I have not so please don't trivialise my problems by saying that.
I wouldn't have posted this topic if I hadn't tried anything in my physical power first, so all I'm really looking for here is a response to the initial question.
Thank you once again.