For some reason I have realized that 'mentally-ill people' and bullies seems to be really attracted to me(positive or negatively) no matter what gender (crazy people, stalkers, mentally insane). I do attract all kinds of people as have a very strange ability to make friends with literally everyone if I want to but if there is one group of people who seems to like me no matter what. I am stalked by two stalkers and I met someone else a month ago that I immediately sensed he was also capable of stalking because he had about the same aura as my two stalkers have and he is trying to get close to me when I never even spoke to him. Five people who have this problem of extreme anger problems and are mentally disabled(not smart)also seems to either like me for no reason or make me their target. Suicidal people or crazy people try to get close to me even when I never. Bullies at my school tend to want to make fun of me at any chance they want even when if I am behind the nerdy kid that every one seems to want bully me. There are also a group of boys in my school who I feel very disturbing vibes from but they are popular and are troublesome and violent they harass me and try to get close to me. I what to think that its all in my head but others see it happening too, I try to shut myself out so no one will stalk, harass or etc again but now not only that its still happening people who are not like them (sane and respectable people) no longer want to be my fiend are a repelled from me as it also seems that more mentally insane people are attracted to me. Even my mom told me a few 'not right' people used to want to see me as a baby and I remember this odd kid that used to follow me around in preschool. Why is this happening to me and is this happening to anyone else? Am I cursed and why? I don't know what to do and I cant get rid of the very many people who just wont stop harassing me. I used to be friendly, happy, and happy-go-lucky but now I am extremely depressed and paranoid and barely can tell who from who as i could do so easily read people a long time ago. Please tell me why this is happening to me and a way to make this stop and live a normal life.
Some people are just attracted to others for whatever reason. Are you really nice? Do you give off happy vibes or seem trustworthy? Often people with issues such as you describe will want to speak with people they feel they can be open and safe with. Just basic psychology. If it is disturbing you I would practice cleansing, give off a less welcoming attitude or just speak up about it if you do not want someone around.
Unless you really irritated a practitioner I doubt it is a curse. Especially since you state it started happening at infancy. If you really feel it is a curse there are several things you can do. Cleanse yourself, your homes and belongings, sprinkle sea salt or black salt around your home (equal parts coal, burnt sage ash and salt), or light some frankincense and bay together. Visualize yourself being surrounded by a bright golden or white light emanating down from the universe and washing away said curse as if it were a brackish fluid.
This doesn't sound like a curse to me but instead that you might be attracting the people subconsciously. This could be do to behavior signs you have as certain behaviors can be picked up by the "crazies" making you an easy target. Do you suffer from a low self-esteem that maybe they are sensing? Before mine picked up in my 20's, I had the same type of issue. I'm still working on it but I've managed now to get out of the possible dangerous relationships before they get bad by picking up on warning signs and distancing myself. There is a very good book (though overly Christian for my tastes) called Safe People by Henry Cloud and John Townsend that is perfect for those who keep ending up in horrible friendships, relationships and dealings with unsafe people. Maybe you should see if your public library has it?
And if you want a magickal fix, you can always make a simple mojo bag to attract good safe people to you. You'll need a small bag and ingredients that are customized to your situation. If you need help on this, message me. However, just remember that magick isn't a quick fix. It will still take you looking into yourself and figuring out the original reason this started and working toward a permanent solution.
Irismoon gave the best advice for this. I've seen and delt with many of these cases before and I've never seen it as the result of a curse. Usually curses would destroy the people around you and make lonely along with tons of other issues on top of that. I think your cases just needs some time and effort to work through.
