A saviour?

I am in need of a friend, a guardian; one to protect me, and to simply be there for me, so I ask of you is there a spell to conjure, or to someone/some-being, to aid me? Protect me from what you may ask? There answer is simple; I need protection from, myself.

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And, to why do you need this protection -- from yourself?

An explanation is in order, to truly understand why you're making such an unusual request.

I have quite a nasty habit of hurting and trying to kill myself, to the point that once I get going, I couldn't stop if I wanted to.I have seen a many a post about summoning guardians so I was curious as to if there were guardians for those like myself?

Sadly, with such situations, nobody can be there for you 24/7. People are human, even those who care the most about us. Life has a way of getting in the way. Plus, to be frank, that is a lot of responsibility to rest on the shoulders of someone who can only help you if you wish to help yourself.

On a positive note, however, you're looking for help. Which means that you do want to help yourself. Use meditation and affirmations to try to stay positive, and other magical means you may find to try to keep yourself in a healthy state of mind. It'd also be good to seek non-magical help, and reach out to someone to try to get some counseling, therapy, or some other such aid that can help you step away from self harm and other such actions.

I should also add that conjuration and other involvement with such magical beings is no perfect solution to such things. It is very advisable that you seek professional treatment for these habits and thoughts instead of, or in conjunction with, any magical methods you seek to employ.