i dont understand

So anyway as the tittle says i dont understand cause im not new to AP but ive never been able to do it at will how can i achive this cause i can AP but subconsciencely not willingly and yes this has happened to me my whole life or atleast since i can remember i can AP and thats since i was 4 and im 14 now someone plz help.

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Depends really. You're most likely going through puberty and the adult brain then works completely different than a child's brain, so try out new methods to get into your ish.

Try taking a break? forcing it will not help! Try reconnecting to things from your childhood?

Why exactly do you think you can no longer easily ap? What do you think you can change in order to make it easier to experience?

Could it be cause I'm moving to another house and another everything since I'm still not fitting in to the environment? Cause recently I've moved from my country next to the rode house that I never had more than 1 neighbor to one crowded and incredibly noisy neighborhood house. Oh and important detail- Yesterday I felt a evil presence in my room at 4:30 that suddenly disappeared when the clock hit 5:00 am

Actually, the stress and tension from the move could very well be the cause. Stress causes blockage in our mental stability, therefore cutting off one's ability to tap into their spiritual connections. Try meditating before you try using AP again. Clear you mind completely. Then, when you do try to AP again, focus on somewhere familiar like a childhood place that you use to play, or better yet, your old house