So, 5 years ago I was randomly paralyzed out of nowhere from something called transverse mylitis. Doctors couldn't find out about what the cause was because before the t.m. I was healthy and didn't have any health problems.I ate normally and was somewhat active. I do believe this was caused by dark magic. Or maybe my ancestors were cursed?? But either I can't shake the feeling. So I need help, answers ,healing, good magic , protection. If this is directed black magic, I only wish to break the curse and not reverse.
But that's not all I'm here for,I truly believe I'm a witch but not sure of my gifts or powers. I believe we had witches in our blood line, but I don't talk to my family to investigate.
I'm interested in an abundance of things except wishing harm on people. I don't believe in organized religion so I'd rather not be grouped as pagan nor wicca ect. I do tend to pick and choose different things from different religion that I believe. There is good and bad in everyone. I love Halloween and anything scarey but wish to pursue white magic ,though dark magic is very exciting and tempting
I want power and control over my life, Money ,love,health, happiness like most.
Hello, im new here myself. I've found that the best way to answer questions like yours is through meditation.the answers are within you, you just need to find them this is where meditation helps. I know you say your not religious so this probably wont apply, but i also find a lot of my answers through prayer to the mother goddess, followed by scrying and or reading the tarot. as to being a witch, i believe that all women are witches if we can shake the bonds of patriarchal monotheism and embrace it. again to find your gifts, i would suggest meditation and experimentation my first steps were with a deck of tarot cards.
i believe that magick gives each of us power and control over our lives.
Hey,thank you for your reply and wisdom. I just started learning about cards,I downloaded an app. I meditate sometimes ,everything is harder as a quadriplegic. Haha. But I am trying to figure out my own methods for these things. So interested in scrying,what's your favorite way to scry?
Very interesting. I lost the ability to walk about 5 years ago. Doctors could not figure out why. Nothing has ever come back positive. I taught myself how to walk again (I use a cane now) and did a lot of magical and healing work on myself to get to this point. Being incredibly stubborn doesn't hurt either.
The way to control and power is control over yourself and your thoughts and emotions. If you can't control them, you can't control anything else. I recommend meditation and energy work. Specifically, you want to do meditations that will help you control your thoughts and emotions such as Silva Mind Control. Working with a good NLP practitioner would also help. Chi Kung is good for energy work. The Shibashi method is easy to learn and you can download resources for it free over the net. Also a good Reiki practitioner who does the old Reiki methods rather than the more modern systems that just focus on healing would be great.
i love my crystal ball, it brings me a lot of information if i can get into the right frame of mind. i find that for me the best time to scry is when i am getting drowsy. that state between waking and sleeping is when i find i am most in-tune with the levels.
