Question about mermaids

Hi guys,how are you today?
I was too shy to talk about that with people,but now i take the courage and i hope that you will help me.
Years ago i made a spell to become a mermaid,i don't remember very well, but i think,that i made so much...i even write one by myself.
I talked with a girl,she told me that my gills are starting to appear,and for few days i had really dry skin between my fingers. Also my apetite for fish become so big,i could eat every day fish,i started to love it so much,before-i didn't like it so much.I love to swim,too and with closed legs ,it is not so comfortable to swim with open legs as before.
Also i really don't think,that the people with whom i live are my people...i can't feel that. Any of them. I want to live underwater and just be surrounded by these people. Am i going crazy or this is part of this new me?

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Placebo effect. It is impossible to become a Mermaid physically.

However you can work with them in your practice, transform your astral body into one (not physical) and/or look into Mermaidkin (otherkin).

While I empathize with your feelings of otherness, ToxicHydra is right. It is impossible for you to be anything other than a human physically. Casting spells or expending your energy otherwise to become a mermaid is pointless.

Mermaids are not beautiful girls with tails. This archetype and myth is needed only for the descriptive process of the elemental spirit. This is the spirit of water. In the myths about mermaids, its capabilities are spelled out. We all see spirits of Any Order in different ways, depending on the power of Astral vision. Someone sees spirits according to their archetype with horns and spears as in myths, and someone as smoke having its own color. Interacting and negotiating with spirits is another level. It should be noted that the elemental spirits of water, earth, fire or air have limited capabilities and most often mix with "shadows" (entities nurtured by emotions of people) and a hybrid spirit is obtained. In any case, even a dead fool will be an order of magnitude stronger, although his abilities are only to bring thoughts into people's heads.