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Hello! I'm Crimzy. I'm new to the site, but not new to magic, but honestly, I've still got a ton to learn as I've figured out by reading over some of the articles and other forums and even the covens' pages. I started reading and collecting books on magic/occult when I was pretty young, in middle school. For a while, I kind of took a break from it all, I just wasn't sure what I was looking for anymore. Lately, I've felt very....I'm not sure how to describe it. Restless I guess, but in spirit. One of my relatives said I needed to "find God". I interpreted that as, I needed to find my spirituality. I was raised Episcopalian(I don't know if I spelled that right, whoops. Hehe.) until I discovered magic. My dad was the first one to get me a book, and it was about witchcraft. I guess I can't really say what exactly I practice or follow, cause I've read so many books and have taken so many things from so many authors.
Oh gee, look at me just going on and on. Uhm, as I said, I know I have a lot of work to do, and I'm ok with that. I'm happy to have found a place where so many other people are interested in magic, and so many of you seem to be really nice and helpful. My biggest problem currently, is meditation. I just can't seem to relax enough to get into it I guess. Maybe someone has some suggestions? Maybe I just need to keep practicing? Anyway. I just wanted to introduce myself. Hopefully I can make some new friends and pretty soon I'll have a better understanding of what I'm missing. I'm not really sure what I can contribute to the community yet, but I really enjoy helping other people, so hopefully, once I figure out and start my journey, I'll be able to assist others.
Well, thanks for taking the time to listen.
Blessed Be
Crimzy