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Hello....

I'm really new to the site and I'm looking for help and guidance. You see since I was little I have been able to feel presences, dark presences. I know some people believe in spirits and good spirits. These "spirits" I have come to know are not the past life of humans but demons. Both regular demons, and demons taking on the life of a dead person and projecting as them, some not even realizing what they even are. You may disagree with me, and that is completely fine. But in my experience this is what they told me.

Well anyways, a few years ago I was able to communicate with them. They told me answers to things, told me things I wanted to know or that I needed to know. There was one in particular that was always there, that never left my side. It was useful, but then it became awfully frightening. They would invade my thoughts, they wanted to do bad things, etc. So I ignored it the best I could and have left it be. Never looking back.

Now I am drawn back to it. I want to be able to master this, what they told me was a "gift and curse". I had never really had any guidance before this. It was something I did on my own. I did not summon "demons" just happened to find them, or they would find me etc. There is a lot of other stuff, to add, but I think it's best brought up with questions.

If anyone could help in any way at all, that would be AMAZING!!!! Or if anyone has gone through this before, I would love for someone to share!!! Please PLease PLEASE!!!!

Thank you!!!