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Hi guys i'm Blair. And I wanted to ask everyone where did I go wrong its a past situation but I need for others to help me. So: When I was three years old I found out how to use magick. But when I was six I did a crazy spell I was mad at my parents because they where having a divorce. So I found a old spell book that my great great great grandmother had and used a mind shattering spell on my dad.. it was in Latin so I think I said a couple of things wrong. But by useing the fire element of desire..my dad had a stroke a few seconds after I finished. He died after falling into a coma. I am angered at myself.. So can anyone tell me where I went wrong? All I wanted to do was make him desire my mother..but...it killed...him... The cops didnt believe me when I told them it was my fault..i need to know where did I go wrong...?