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Hello I have a question about the about astral familiars
you see I have been trying to create a astral familiar
but it hasnt worked now. I know things like transforming into werewolf and becoming a vampire are completely fake and you cannot create physical matter. But what im trying to create is a
spirit of my own mind like a image being projected.

What can I do to make this work is there some sort of spell I could use or is it not possible but there is a similar way.

why would I even think of such an idea?
because I want a entity that will stand by my side until the end
I dont like talking to people my age because I have lost trust in them they act like your friend then next thing you know stab you in the back that accounts for the majority of people ive met my age Im fine talking to adults and small children thats why a familiar is the answer I have a image in my mind I want to project to astral form I have tried several spells on here
most of them are fake according to magickal laws

so if you could help me do this i'd be forever grateful :)
thankyou

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