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Hello out there, I am new here and everywhere. I have known and felt a magical presence my whole life, intuition on key, I e had dreams that were premonitions, seen energies, felt the presence of entities. and never read Into it. It was till lately I have been feeling it call to me. Telling me it?s now my time to discover it further and wash away all the skepticism I was raised with. My partner gave me a book and I could not put it down, the book spoke to me and soon I had read the entire thing over and over again. I could think of a question I wanted to read further into again and the book would open right to the subject. It just has the right feeling as if I?m being called. I even believe that i know my focus should be in a divining all the signs from my life has shown me. Is this how others have felt? A problem I am having is i have never know. Myself or been able to be in tune with myself. I?m hoping there?s somebody that can help me find myself and see if these feelings are correct kind of grow me and blossom my energy. Recently I was made more aware. A series of events started one afternoon, I was having out of body experiences, clarity and whoosh feelings. The next evening it was just 3am in the morning and my hairs stood up, had a force pushing my body as if I was standing in a pressure tank and I heard a single bell ring as if it was in a hand five feet away from me. Again more out of body, and just uneasiness. Needless to say I was spooked and this went on and on for some time. I have no clue what I was dealing with or what any of this meant. So seriously if there?s a guide out there willing to help me, I?d appreciate it. Anyways, hello everybody.