Name: Aurielia
Location: USA Cottonwood AZ
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Sat, 14 Jul 2018
Membership: Member
Personal Bio
I have experienced a hard life since I was very young , and I am still having a hard life to this very day. It's like I am destined to be cursed and I wish it would stop.No matter what I do m it goes away for a while then just returns to bother my improvements in life some more. I was raised in a Mormon family. I went to that church but never connected. One sunday I was blessing the sacrament and felt very out of place, like I was lying to everyone there. Well after the sacrament weveryone went to the classes. but I left and walked home. My parents were mad. I spoke with the bishop about it, and I said to him..Would'nt I be a liar and a hypocrite to everyone here in this church if I was going ro continue blessing the bread and water for them? he just got up and shook his hands up like he didn't have anything to say against that and left the room. My mom then came in thereafter saying, so are you still going to go to church? I said no, at least not this one. Since then on, I was about 16 yrs of age then, I studied alot of encyclopedias and books about various religions, I studied and studied and was still looking, I found a bookstore near my house, a new age bookstore, I was interested, I felt energy in there, and it felt good. I walked in, the lady asked if she could help me? I said I don't know really, but know it's something here I want, and explained my story, she said , please take your time and look around, I found a few books on candle magick, I found something I liked, I studied and felt stronger, but still as I grew older I still had many challenges. I was born male, but felt female inside. I held that in till my early 30's until I said I can't stand it no more. I started coming out and changing to whom I am really. I have had a lot of up and downs with that, and still do to this very day. Even though I look and live as a natural woman, I seem to get the backdoor with being accepted for many things , including keeping a job. That has been a real struggle. As when I was younger I started off just embracing the light and only doing white magick , but as I get older, I am embracing the dark also. I am really finding a happy medium with them both. For without the light there can be no darkness. One can not live without the other. I have had a very rough life, many, physical,mental,spiritual setbacks. It makes me want to just give up ,but I can't. Something inside me tells me to keep going. So I still Do. I keep fighting . I know there is something for me to do yet. Cause I should have died at least six times by now. I try to keep optimistic and smile. It will get better soon I believe that. So there ya go. My bio. I love cooking, metaphysical arts, gardening, I feel like I am a gifted being, and I feel everyone knows when they see me. I have a strong intuition that way, clairvoyant impulses. That interests me, too . ESP, Psychic Abilities and all that. And there are many other planets and many other races and types of extraterrestrials and ufo's. And our very last war is going ro be a intergalactical war with those in the UFO's. Now you all think I am weird dont you? Admit it, I would too.. goodbye Blessed be.
