Hiii everyone ! I was feeling very lonely because i had no one to share my feelings about magic. My family do believe in magic but they think that all magic is black and if i tell them that i am secretly learning the craft of magic they would just hang me. Is there anyone who feels just like me? Is there anyone who learns magic secretly ??
my family is like that (at least thats like my mother, my father has complete disbelief and disdain for all things magick). basically I just Practiced things out of there view. now I go to college and live on campus giving me more space to breath.
Yep, I know exactly how you feel. Been blamed for everything going wrong, and stuff that i have no control over; like earthquakes. It is terrible, and it hurts. Just wait till you get out on your own... because living under someone else's roof, can make this really hard. Even if you are over 18 like I am. It is lonely, you don't know who you can tell. I have to keep everything to mental rituals or baths, so that I am not discovered.
I never learnt secretly, my parents are soooo deep into Christianity there praticly brainwashed, And tbh i despise my parents allot, going into witchcraft was my way of shoving it in there face, and tbh it was one of the best decisions i made. In my opinion religion is only there so people use it as a way to "repent" when its just a security blanket and they think there perfect and 'saved' from there sins, try to change for god so they go to heaven, wheres the proof of heaven, of god how can you believe something that's there no proof of, i don't understand any of it, and ive been to church every since i was a baby until 13, i had enough of the cult and the "im so perfect" "look wat god did for me" every day. When the only reason your happy is cause you got off the drugs, abuse, acholol so now your perfect and "forgiven", no your only using this as a security blanket to make yourself feel good about yourself...
I'd just like to say on the note of the last comment that they have a lot of rage and getting into this a way to rebel really annoys me
Like don't just do something to make your parents mad or something because you hate their religion and think it's stupid and go around insulting it but expect people to respect yours and your opinions
If you are lonely and your old enough, then find some Wiccan/Pagan/Witchcraft organizations or such. If you still live with your family then you just have to wait until you can explore the world.