i see, well none of us know the future, you could be very very important to someones future, and not realize it, ever, i do know that in certain situations talking it out can help, but to me it sounds like you need a true friend who will understand you for you, and will be there to support you through thick and thin, if you continue on the path of life, i'm sure you will find someone in that aspect! in either circumstance though, we make our own future in a way, whatever you decide, there is no right or wrong, only choices, thousands and thousands of choices that all lead different directions, i understand how people can be towards people they deem "different" especially in school, it's a melting pot of judgement and trying to "fit in" i also understand how things can stick to you, i don't know what medical term it is or what not, but i do understand that, i can be that way as well, maybe not as bad but i can see where you are coming from, from my native american heritage, "curses" and spells which are positive are very true, i don't know much about the 'pagan' and 'witch' or even 'hoodoo or voodoo' whichever is the correct term, unless they are same thing but different spellings, all i know is they work if done right! either way, you will make the right choice :) i hope you find a good person to be a true friend! everyone deserves at least that in life ^.^
Nativewolf Thank You for your understanding and kind words. :)
Anyways, just as an update the girl who i did this freezer spell on has vanished. In other words i don't see her AT ALL anymore. We had only started talking again for almost a year and she had only just recently started to get aquatinted with one of the guys in my class who i talk to, and this other dude who started talking to us randomly. Both had asked me what happened to her because they hadn't seen her in atleast 3 days. I told them it was because i was there and since she's so mad she didn't want to see me. It's been like more than a week now.
She isn't at the bus stop anymore after class, i even waited an extra 20 minutes last week to see if she would show and she didn't. So i don't know what her ride home is? Unless she isn't coming to school like my mom thinks? So she never comes to the usual place where i am after school, and she isn't there in the mornings with those two guys who i hang with. I mean doesn't she care about the new people she's met? Very weird indeed. She seems to had just vanished, i mean honestly i don't know if it's my spell because i distinctly remember her saying that we would not be spending anymore time together and i either did the spell that day or the day after. If it was the day after then i'm not sure if it's the spell or not. Regardless my spell's intent was to get her to apologize and not gossip so idk.
Nope! She had a sudden death in her family. It was that mixed with the fact that she didn't wanna see me anymore I believe. I built up enough strength and faith to text her yesterday saying that I don't hate her if she thought I did. (That was a lie though I just wanted to see what she would say...) then she said she didn't hate me either and hasn't even been Thinking about what happened because of the sudden death. Then she started laughing and talking about a guy we used to talk to together who liked her and said she would tell me if anything happens with him. (I really don't wanna know though I mean.... We still aren't friends but it seems she has really gotten over it.) She doesn't hate me, in a way apologized I guess and won't be gossiping about me, which confirms that my spell worked. Or it was a coincidence I mean idk... She's a really bad person to begin with. .-.
