She Wont Go!!

At first the intention was for her to find a great job elsewhere with lots of blessings. When that didnt work, I tried something else, when that didnt work, I tried this and that and so on. I have much joy in my life and these feelings for her were so opposite of what I normally felt that I had to rid myself of them. It was a desperate, secret struggle that I have only admitted to here. But I have decided to quit struggling. I have accepted the fact that she will be there and is not leaving. I went into her office and we had a nice conversation. That doesnt make it all better but I have quit with my negative energy and have found acceptance. Thanks for helping me see what I had become.

Very good! Now focus on your happiness and smile.
Find a new hobby and keep in check your negative emotions ;)

hey thats amazing! most people refuse to admit things have gone too far! but not you! you actually accepted and decided to change your obsession! :D that takes alot!

itll be ok soon, as you move on, so will she

I know where your coming from as for hate of a coworker, but with magic you cant throw someone's path out of wake. Every soul is on its track to being somewhere it needs to be in life, you cant simply derail there pathway for your own advances. Im not saying any individual soul has an exact set course but everything happens for a reason, and to throw a soul under the bus because its conscious host is hateful isn't healthy. But you can change the mindset of the consciousness, to better its impact on the environment. Your looking to push them out of your way, when you need to find a way you can benefit each other and keep moving forward. Magic can be powerful but there are other forces at work more important than revenge, or jealousy. You are also risking your karma coming back to return the favor