Well, I just read your profile,.... after I made my post. I bit redundant perhaps.
Out of curiosity, why do you want to keep your interests from your family? If you do not mind my asking.
Wow, I'm guessing phychic? But I am learning about myself just going on this journey, appretnly, the feeling I have gotten all my life, about me being special, is true. I can't say anything about it, but let's just say, this new life I will be living will help me find who I am...
Oh, sorry, I was reading the first page. I don't want my family to know because I'm not sure what their reaction will be, my dad is very, very religious, my mom not so much, but I'm not sure if they would get me in trouble, treat me diffrently, or something else. I talk to my mom about some of it, like if using Magick is against god, and then I guess my dad hears and he says that it is with the devil, but I don't want to tell them about it.
Of what belief (faith) is your father? If you do have a special gift, God Bless. Where do you suppose it came from? Gifts of a certain origin are without repentance. Meaning, that if used contrary to what the origin of the gift expects, the gift will not go away, but only corrupt from the original intent thereof. It will always be a gift to you, but without fully understanding where the gift came from, you could very easily turn a rose into a pile of crap, and never ‘live up’ to the full potential of the gift.
I agree with Tomerdeborah, ArinaWB, the fact that you perceive that there is more to you than a monkey that walks on two feet shows that your intellect has been touched by a Spirit above this carnal world's attraction.
However, be very careful and protective of this gift. There are many forces in the atmosphere that desire to destroy you before you are even strong enough to fight back, or know what they are.
And, even as there are such spiritual forces in the unseen world, there are obviously many on this site who neither possess knowledge, nor even care; therefore, be VERY CAREFUL WHO YOU LISTEN TO. There are some on this site that will encourage you to "pray" to demons to come to you, and then laugh and call you an "idiot" for not knowing better. Therefore, don't accept "candy" from strangers.
BE BLESSED AND WISE
Thank you guys. Well, I am a minor empath, but what I am talking about isn't persay a 'gift' more as being chosen. I am worthy of something, it is VERY great to me, it is my dream, that no one on a very big site will ever be. All my life I felt like I had been chosen for some specific purpose, or something that normal people aren't, and I just recived news from my friend, we are only friends over the internet, that me and her a special. I am soo excited for this new life to begin, to get away from the other people that treat theirs and everyone else's lives so badly (apperently they don't get how special lives are) and from all the people that have to hurt people, and I don't want to say too much more because then I will get carried away, but let's just say some people are stupid.
Oh, sorry, I am a Lutheran Christian, my dad isn't as bad as I realize I made it sound, but he practically makes me go to church, so I guess you can say he is very religious.
Being a Christian of any denomination is nothing to be sorry for. There is much power in the Name of Jesus Christ, and so High is that Doctrine's Magic, that less than 1 out of 1000 learn to wield it.
So you are saying that only 1 out of 1000 people learn to use God's magick? Wow, I would think it would be more than that. He has answered my prayer's in so many ways...
That's not what I mean. The fact that God answered your prayers is a sign that His ears are open to your prayers. What I am refering to is the powers such as manifested by Paul the Apostle, Smith Wigglesworth, Kathryn Kuhlman, and Amy Semple Mcphereson.
These people held miracle services, laid their hands on people, rebuked cancer, and the person vomited up stomach tumors.
However, a question for you, are you aware that God warns those whom He has chosen as His own to not turn from Him to other beliefs?
