Oh ja!.. I AM GOD! ( sorry this is frustrating)
-_- No.. sorry no can do.. I found out... that the most I can do in magick is move objects.. and that is hardest thing for me( since all this time of this phenomenon was less than five times).. now.. to change the object from one shape to another with nothing of an effort.. it is irrational to my brain.. I cannot convince myself to do it.... nor.. I never practice being a surgeon.. and yet that is more into science than magick.. -_- thought.. I believe they are twin sisters... I am not a chemist.. O_O or a alchemist... but good try... now.. O_O to be a girl is not that much of a deal you know... ^_^ so... careful what you wish for.
So am I, just not on the outside.
Imagine having to wear a costume your whole life and role play as that character, while the real you suffers inside. Wouldn't you eventually want to take off the mask?
If you want to take off the mask...take it off.
The way you feel is your doing and your doing alone. No one can make you feel anything without your permission.
You want a spell. A quick fix. There are HUNDREDS of people who have been where you are. They didn't get an easy way out. They had to find peace within themselves and seek ways to change by non magickal means.
You are not the only one to have ever felt this way. It may seem like you are, but it's a big world out there, and no offense...you are NOT unique to these feelings and desires.
I suggested finding a support group. I think it would beneift you greatly to see others who have been there or are going through it.
Sometimes it helps when you figure out you aren't as alone as you feel.
I really do not wear a custom..O_O..
My mother thought I was gay.. and I was ok with it.. -_- the only thing is that I am not gay... I just tend to dislike people.. and guys are no exception. ^_^ besides that.. well.. like Healer said.. it is up to you. I am much of a practical person.. (and more that I had made thinking my new habit) O_O if you feel.. you were born wrong.. then make it right.. and nothing that is sastifactory in human nature comes easy.. -_- for the most part.. as they say.. you got your right to fight (to party ;jokin').... plus.. I seem people in worst situations..
I totally agree with Clement. It is very weird. Although how beautiful you are, but you are still a FAKE. Be happy what you have. Don't think about stupid things.
A few things:
Pursue your happiness, you have to live your life not anyone else. Be who you desire to be, not what youve been born into. That is how greatness and fulfillment are achieved. Settlings for the lazy and the scared. And dont accept anything you dont want to have. Why did i say this? To put you back on your path, and off peoples leave it be train.
For those who are bashing you, sorry for them, of course there are always small minded big mouth inconsiderates everywhere, im sure your already used to them, and youll be seeing more.
If you feel you're a girl on the inside, it shouldn't matter what the world percieves you as, or what you are on the outside.
If you feell internally you're a girl, then that's all you need to know, no action needs to be taken. Although, technically souls are genderless..
