I do have to say i use to dwell with more of the negative energy, but i had a reason.
I have and always will think there is good in evil. There is also evil in good. You just need to learn how to pull that out either way and accept your change in lifestyle and learn from your mistakes.
Lol I love how we're using movies to discuss the whole bout with good and evil (seriously and I'm not being a smart @ss).
When I think of how magick can corrupt someone I also think of Voldemort from Harry Potter... he could have been potentially great, but he turned evil when he was a teenager. Better yet, and I don't know if any of you are Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV Series) fans , but look at Willo. She definitely struggled with it. Oh and I don't know if any of you have experienced this but lately, I've been struggling so much with it ,my body has been shaking and I feel kinda de-hydrated... its that feeling when your trying to quit magick, or stop yourself from doing evil magick WHICH WAS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS TRYING TO DO.
Well for me I've been feining and prohibing myself from doing too much dark magick, like how I drug addict feins for crack and other drugs,lol. Its like what I said on that post about the inner beast... its just that negative side that is trying more and more to claw its way out,but lets face it... when you've gone through tremendous series of bad events in your life, who really wants to stay quite and do white magick? No ,eventually you want to fight back and I do mean FIGHT BACK!
Well from what i understand the religion is more about morals on life and what not. I invited the person to our little coven so he could teach about it more. Because we our a open minded coven we keep all religions in bay of sight and mind.
Ok this post I'm replying to not only applie to the young witches,but to the young and older ones new to magick. I say this with love...DO NOT look to me for help,if you are not willing to learn! I can't stand it when people look to me for help,and have absolute ZERO PATIENCE!! I'm the queen of impatience, god only knows I am,but even I have conditioned myself to realize that magick takes time and patience! Its really beginning to infuriate me,and disgust me when I read some of these messages, especially when I'm being asked the same questions repeatedly! If I answered you with a "no the rule of thumb normally is 7 to 28 days"..don't ask me later on that day the same question yet phrased differently,and expect for my answer to have changed! Yeash, lets get it together people...
