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Sounds like you need to ground yourself and re-connect your self to the earth, universe and mostly to yourself.

Well said Harmony she is right that is what you need to do

grounding yourself is so much easier said than done once you have hit that slope....
I so know what you are talking about and I wish that I could help...
I came here also wanting to learn more, and found that im not learning more im more getting isolated....
if there is a particual area in which your slope is taking you maybe I can help to slow the slippery....
I havent fully mastered stopping the slop but i have learned how to make it less slippery....
Just send me an email sometime.

"Follow Your Heart, Let Your Love Lead You Out Of The Darkness."

We all from time to time hit that slippery slope, even the most experienced mages have been there at least once in their lifetime of training, i know as I have hit it a few times! If you want it bad enough you will seek help and guidance from those you trust, of its naturally in you, you cannot shake the urges of seeking something. Im here if you need anything!

Merry Meet Cassa.

I really think if you are depressed you need medical help there. If you are really down spells are hard to do as you cannot raise the energy to do them.

You also need a friend or mentor so that you can learn things. Please pm me if you want to talk.

*hugs*

If you live in the suburbs or wilderness somewhere, just go outside and sit for a while. If you feel up to it, try to sort your thoughts out and make some plans, and reassure yourself. If you don't have access to nature, lie on your bed and do the same thing, then go to a park or something.

The advice you are getting here is good there are people offering out there hands for you,before you try to find the solution in spells and magic,take the best form of help known to man and woman kind and that's the human touch,take there offers PM or email them,let them guide you get the strengh you need then it may get your life on a bit of a straight line to beable to use spells and magic as such to fulfill certain aspects in your life,because maybe spells and magic may not fulfill certain journeys in life,like the heart,fate or destiny in the wrong frame of mind they may only side track you,you have to be relatively focused to manipulate forces in your life and even then certain magic and spells can have a reverse affect if it is not meant to be apart of your life's journey,you have to know what you are doing,Empathy from an inviting hand may be your first solution, stay blessed Howler x

Thank you all for the ideas...I am needing a starting point. I couldn't agree more with grounding & connecting, but where to start?

I put aside my studies in this area many years ago (personal issues, no need to bore with details.) I worked very hard in the everyday world to overcome my problems, thought that I did. I realize that all the time my spiritual side was slowly starving to death.

Anytime I look at the box of books on magic & notes I gathered 10 or 15 years ago, I feel wrong opening it. Like I am not that person anymore & don't have the right to snoop in her personal stuff. I know that sounds crazy...but it is the best explanation I can give.

I have neither the creativity to write a spell & little energy to work one. I need baby steps I think.

Suggestions?

I would concentrate on that depression/negativity then imagine a cord comming from your root chakra,imagine it(the cord) wrapping around all that negativity,then push that cord into the ground. It will ground and center you and help get rid of the depression/negativity you are feeling.I hope it helps.
Sending Reiki as well.