Spirits(?)

@Sorage55
The atmosphere is really heavy, and it's hard to move my body because of some energy

@TheDarkSun
Oh, how can i develop it?

I would advise you to wait till after Samhain to see what it is for sure.

What is Samhain?

Autumn Equinox

ah, when is this exactly?

It is On October 31st. But it has nothing to do with Halloween, well it has a few things in common with Halloween, but Halloween is
an adapted Holiday, it was adapted from Samhain.

Samhain is the Fall equinox, and is celebrated as a Sabat by Wiccans and pagans. It is the end of the Harvest Season and the 'veil' between the world of the living and the 'world of the dead' is especially thin.

I made a post on a few small ways to celebrate Samhain

http://www.spellsofmagic.com/read_post.html?post=354288&offset=0

Actually the whole thing kind of evolved into a big history lesson on Samhain.

They don't say the veil becomes thin for nothing. It will be thinnest during Samhain, but that doesn't mean it isn't gradually getting to that point. After Samhain it will gradually thicken. But I find the veil thins and thickens throughout the year naturally, but at Samhain there is definitely the most dramatic difference.

I was wondering about this, lately this week the energy in my appartment has felt kind of creepy or more an eerie vibe. Normally i am not too afraid of spirits etc. But this week my enegy has just been wacky lately. I guess its because of the veil between the spirit realm and earth are getting at its thinnest and its like now sometimes dont feel like being myself. This time of year. I am also a natural medium. I am not a psychical medium thank god. Because other wise i would go crazy. I can only sense and feel spiritual energy and energy changes in certain areaes or places.

And i can only see and talk to spirits in my mind using telepathy etc.

I am trying to find ways not to think about all of this. And its hard not too. Dose anyone have any suggestions.

I want to say all the "days of power" have the veil in common..

Lightspirit, you can shield yourself from having those thoughts, or you can find something else to do to occupy your mind, music, reading, writing, and exercise are all good things but sometimes spirits do come while I'm out walking so it's not always the best option.