pease i beg of you, help

@shaman.... you are a decent human being

@pleasehelp
dont be silly boy. She love u, she is after all urs. Go speak up. Cry on her shoulders. And u dont need a 1000 apologies, a 1 genuine apology is enough to change her heart. God help u.

Okay, I am going to be very frank here.

Become your own man. Become independent and strong. It does you no good to dwell on these things. If you cannot win her back by natural methods, then stop being dependent on how she thinks about you and become your own person.

I don't mean to be cruel, but it is the truth. You can't dwell on this if you want to remain sane.

Well said Archea

ok, first you need to help yourself. if you really cant eat you have a serious problem, and lay off the bad stuff, even if you cant eat. your lumnius energy feild has a imprint. an imprint is a big dent that will mess you up no matter WHAT you do. you can have all the medical things in the world, it wont matter, it will keep coming back.
to fix this, you have to change your luminuos energy field, or aura.
you need to sit and meditate. when you do this clear your mind and draw power from your feet. pull it throughout your body and imagine black twisted up knots leaving your system, flushing it out. then let the new energy be bright green and let it fill you. push this energy out of you and make it enfold you, to cover your aura. flush the bad stuff out of there too. take your time and do it often for long periods of time. if this isnt helping, you can find a shaman, or a healier, or anyone who has experience with auras to help you.

also, you can try this too. chakras are a big thing too. they affect your actions and feelings. if you heal them, you heal your luminous energy field, or aura, as well.
chakras: there are 7 major chakras in the body. chakras mean spinning wheels of energy. so there are 7 spinning wheels of energy on your body. all of them appear in front you.
the first is red, it is at the level of your tailbone.
the second is orange, it is around your belly button.
the third is yellow, it is at you solar plexus.
the fourth is green, it is around your heart.
the fifth is blue, it is at the base of your throat.
the sixth is dark purple, it is in the middle of your forehead.
the seventh is a very light purple, it is on top of you head.

sit and meditate, calm yourself. start at the red chakra and "light them up" by imagining clockwise spinning red energy. do this with all of you chakras in order from red to light purple. again, do this often and for long periods of time.


this is to help you yourself. you need to eat, that is the first issue. and before you eat somthing, take deep breaths, and calm yourself.

we for sure screw up in our lives some screw ups are sometimes unrepairable. some seem to be unlivable. I have learnedthat looking on yesterday and thinking about tomorrow only pisses on today and that makes the whole 24 hours miseralbe. I have learned too that to make living amends on a daily basis makes life more doable. and that means learning from the past ,not closing the door on the past but not to dwell on it. then Not to do that again .. it dont mean that your rela

but LArch if he really is having problems with eating he needs help.

I think you should forget about her and go on with your own life. I know it's hard but as a Buddhist I believe that desires only weight you down. For example, you got married, you insulted her/did something bad (sorry I don't know exactly what you did) she left you and now your suffering physically and mentally.

If you had never married in the first place this would never happened. With magick you can speed up and slow down time but you can't go back in time.

If we didn't screw up at all in our whole entire life time, then we would be androids, robots! it is a natural and human thing that is for a purpose im sure.

Things happen for a reason and if nothing happened then nothing would change and it would be perfect which is a horrible demise for even the most cruel person on earth.

So just suck it up, and stop dwelling on the past and look into the future, you only live once so make it count. and i hate to say this but you need to accept the fact that she's gone for good, if it was that bad that she wont answer her phone or text's then its over. So just accept it and start with a brand new slate. :)

I felt this same way about stuff that happened a couple of months ago. I lost all two best friends and the love of my life. I would have, and still would, do anything to turn back time and fixed what happened.
but it all happened for a reason dear. Yeah it might hurt right now but it'll get better.
I promise.