help me please help

Is your family religious? And have you asked why they think its evil when they've never done it?

yes an they wont tell me

Tell them it's research for a project. That's what I'm doing. My parents freak.

it's tarot not taroh

beat them with a shoe until they agree

first the Solomon thing is rubbish xD God wrote the bible and the bible has nothing to do with magic
second you dont have to do evil things or realy weard things with magic like killing a goat and drinking the blood xD you could explain that its just for good luck or make a plant grow faster things like that
an other thing do it secretly untill you can do a realy cool but harmless thing control fire (not harmless but still good )
and show it to tham so that they se its a "good" thinh to know :D
i dont do spells but i work with chi secretly so after i learn to do something cool i will show it to tham :D

i agree wiv shadow wolf, do it in secret. At least in this day and age you won't be burned at the stake, tortured or drowned for it like in the middle ages,(in the western world, some cultures would still proberbly do that in this day and age). Just be safe and sensible with your quest for magical knowledge and practises.

guys im 12

If theyr Christian talk about "Jesus" and his supposed healing which is obviously magickal and also talk about his walking on water

purple he only 12 let him have some more summer and winters for his life is complicated enough now as for you bailey first the single most important thing in magick is you and you have your 5 senses magick crosses many subjects if you continue to visit here you will here of circles directions symbols references to the moon phases and cycles so until you reach an age were you can decide for your self study nature through botany astronomy your local wild life chemistry later in life the herbs in magick you may know from botany mixing potions from chemistry moon cycles from astronomy learn latin as language old grimoires are often in latin as are the names of plants herbs this way you study science as an alchemist obeying your parents geting your school grades and learning some basic magick to boot as in karate kid wax on wax off wax on magick is the realm were all is not as it seems