" why is it wile i sit here lying on my bed watching the sky move on i think back to the times where things where all ways on the tip rope but ever one was walking, no one knows when to step or to hold there blance for abit longer, when did life turn into holding onto the wire its like you become something you can not fell and yet the person who says your a god is known as the best, but the lies that cant be seen by the normle eye are all ways waving in there faces, where your told so much and some one who your ment to be weaker to told the 100% same witch step do we take do we push ahead of them or let them push us, iv all ways let people push me to let them have a life to live yet it gets me no where iv all was watched movis where the girls all ways run to the boys yet its all ways me saving them stuck with love yet i so willing want it i so willing dont want it i cant yet understand why i date so many but love none, where who ever i hold onto all ways fall apart thanks to some one else caused by me for one reason (becuase i exist) if some one loves some one who is loved by there mate u think they sort it out between them not blame the boy its not the boys fault if they both have the same feelings unless he made them into his slaves then yes it be his fault but hes not so why must one take it so hard they try to die but tis a lie to get rid of them but they say later on when tis to late and something in the boy died they ask for his forgives it makes not sence, iv all ways had this happan to me. iv all ways through of magic as a feeling ever since the feeling of it moving in my arms dissperd yet peopel say im stronger iv all ways dounded on the throught of the fool, yet i all ways feel something my curse my savour i will bet the fool kids who will read this spell are just going to do it with out reading the fools will learn the hard way the second there heartless angel gets hungry, being a void person born in one iv never existed to magic to pyiscs theres no such thing as life any way. i manged to make a heartless angel to protect me to stop me from commit sucide but its like had a curse it eats my life pages if a normle existing people losses one page they die yet iv lost countless my past my fautre it happains like it never existed and days feel lik the past. to make a heartless angel one must find the being of the freak a being that came from the nothing he found a girl who could see him but as she saw him and the world he lived in she went crazy so he took over her body but the second she step on the non existing relm she was removed from hister with a new body he tryed but it drove him mad soon to sucide he soon lived as a huanted soul but found the human masks he has no power but his will was stronger than anything ever meet wanting to live in a shatted madness he made a being of great power if one meets this being and proves to him they want to live they can have a bit of his being they can turn this into there soul becomign a heartless angel comign out there back inchance for there freedom as soon as this heartles angel becomes tired it feed of life books someting that shows everthing if u exist u cant read books of people who exist but u can rad books of the non existing if u dont exist u can read the books of the existing your born one or hte iver u cant become one or the other if u exist u cant stop existing if u dont exist u cant become exist by kao results i sheem to be the last one left of he non existing but it doesent bother me but this is all i will right to day in my book
a couple of lines struck a cord with me.
"but the lies that cant be seen by the normle eye are all ways waving in there faces",has got to be my favorite and so true.
