I had the most wonderful experience last night and thought I would share it with all of you. Feel free to post your own experiences :)
Like most nights my insomnia was keeping me up. I decided to meditate on my life since I could not rest. No matter how many times I looked at it all I could not see what it was that is causing my many issues with trusting others and my mood swings. After about 45 minutes I was ready to give up and do something else. All of a sudden a beautiful white leopard walked up and sat beside me. My life swirled around me like a living movie. I was able to watch everything clearly. A voice spoke in my head as I saw this and told me not to be afraid. It told me that none of this could harm me anymore and that I need to see things from an outside perspective. She told me I have never truly been living my life. I have been stuck in a form of stasis due to past trauma. It caused me to lock myself up and only react when things became uncomfortable or upsetting.
She told me she has always been with me and I know that to be true. At the end of my meditation I felt such peace that I was able to sleep without medication or nightmares for the first time in over 20 years. I know I will learn more from my guide and that the spirit I feared that was with me all along was nothing to be afraid of :)
i had a very realistic dream where i could feel everything including pain, and in it i saw 3 black dogs and 2 of them tried to attack,but when they got a foot away the 3rd one killed them both and relaxed near my side. could this be my spirit guide?
blessed be
i must agree with all others here that you're very lucky, what i know of this only happens in very rare situations and if only you're in full body balance so you should be very happy for this to happen to you :) while im here i can share 1 of my own encounters with what i belive to be my spirit guide:
it started for about 6 years ago where i suffered from depression due to bullying at school and much more, i had at that times known that i had some gifts and practised for about 2 years. As happen with you i've had a nigth where i couldn't fall asleep so i decided to ligth some candles at the floor and place them in a circle and meditate in there. After what felt like an hour i felt i strange presence surounding me. After sitting for another 10 minuts i notice the candles was blown out, i did have my window open but it wasn't stormy or any thing outside so i didn't belive that had blownout all 20??? candles at once. i opened my eyes and looked and in front of me a semi bright ligth was ligthing up my room, my heart skipped a beat or 2. i sadly didn't knew what this really was and its still a riddle to me cos i didn't see anything else than the ligth neither did it tell me anything and it was there only for a few seconds after i opened my eyes. Some times im looking back and thinking, was it just a dream? or was this maybe my own spirit guide i saw that nigth? i went out of my room to see if i could catch a glint of the ligth but it was all gone by then. i went back to bad and felt asleep shortly afterwards.
end of the story that still leaves me with great mysteries.
