I am not a bad person at all. Help and give what ever i can to anyone. I believe I may have been homewrecker in a past life (dont laugh) Just I have been married three times and all have ended after 7 yrs (and I mean 7 yrs) But I really thought my last marriage was going to be forever. And after our 7 yr mark (two months over) he had a seizure in his sleep that killed him. I really thought he was the love of my life and we would grow old together, but it did not go that way. Yes he came to me after his passing told me he was still here with me just on a diffrent channel and we would be together again. I just dont want to carry for say a curse on to my next life and lose him again. Any Idea's?
I am so sorry about your loss! Your beloved will wait, as he said, and that is the only thing you have to know. Wiccan beliefs are different in different persons, so I believe that the Spirits and Shadows (our guardians) of connected people never really part ways. Your next life will probably be on another Realm, not on Earth (as in my belief), but you will remember him. The curse you wield (if you really have one) is maybe from another husband's Spirit? If yes, then it will, again maybe, follow you to the next life. If this is the problem, I suggest casting a curse banishing or disconnection from an unwanted Spirit. It's better to face your problems now, than to wait and have problems in another lifetime. But, maybe this isn't a curse? Maybe it's just the way it has to be? You are able to ask the Moon Goddess or some other deity for help, you are not alone in this.
I wish you luck and I hope this helps!
Blessed be!
First off, I am sorry for your loss. I don't have the attainments to see past lives or karmic consequences. But from studying Buddhism I will say that it was your husband's own karma that lead to his unfortunate and untimely passing. Although I don't have said attainments, I would logically agree with the hypothesis of you being a home wrecker or something similar that would create said karma. According to Buddhist thought we have an innumerable amount of past lives, and thus an innumerable amount of karma. My advice as a Buddhist would be to try a purify your karma, create good karma in regards to relationships (especially between spouses and lovers), and to remorse for your past life deeds. But remember to move on, regretting for the rest of your life is a waste. Know you have done wrong, accept it, and move on. Use it as motivation to become a better person. Good luck, I hope this was a benefit. :)
