I want guidance

Two days after my sixth birthday my dad died of lukimia. I never got the chance to really know him, but what I do know of him is great. He was wise, intelligent, careing and he was a good perSon that did some bad things. Constantly I am told by my mom that he would have not liked the things I have done with my life, that he would be disappointed. I don't eleven these things but they still eat at me.

I would like to study necromancy. I know it's supposed to be a forbidden magick and I know it's very disrespectful. But I rlly just want to be able to hear him tell me if he is proud of me or not. And I may not like the outcome, but id rather know I'm wrong then never know at all. If someone could provide me with k pledge on how to beggin developing necromantic abilities I would be highly grateful.

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Hey dude Im seeking the same goal as you. Search for a book named the necromantic ritual book.Before studing necromancy you will need a strong soul,cause this kind of magic uses a lot of energy.try a.psi ball.then telekinesis. Once you able able to do this you can practice necromancy with safety.

I'm not a necromancer but one thing. Consider the concequences...

The dead are supposed to stay dead...

You're brave to be doing what you are doing when your mother doesn't want you to. Be strong. He may not be proud of what you are doing,but im sure he still loves you. My father also died,when i was at a young age so i know wht your going through.

Thanks for the concern. I truly apriciate it. But this is something I have to do. I feel it will help me be happier again. I don't plan to use these abilities for anything outrageous. And Mabey I will be able to help some others with it too.

Thanx giusse. It helps a lot.