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last night, i had a dream, not a good dream... a bad dream. someone from my past still has a major influence in my life, even though they have not been in it since 06' when he died. my question is... how after all the salt baths, standing in the sun to cleanse myself, standing in the rain to cleanse myself, praying to loki thor odin buddha, and others whom i cannot remeber, listening to meditations on the net to remove blocks, listening to tones while meditating to remove this type of mytic crud...

why did i have a dream in which he still had a hold on me. even in the dream im wandering around like how does he still have this hold on me? i was like... im free and im moving forward towards something wonderful... and this dream, that came out of nowhere, was like running inot a spiky brick wall...

what gives?! please explain this to me.... what can i do to get rid of it (i can't do too much cause of the people i live with...)

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Might not be that he has a hold on you. Might be he's trying to communicate with you. Or teach you something. Or there are still things you need to look at and come to terms with. You might be under your own hold wanting to break free.