I feel like I'm cursed

I feel like I'm cursed by a demon.
I have lost all my family.
I have been hospitalized 2 times for suicide and selfharm.
Alot of my family is dead.
My cousin has cancer.
My old boyfriend cheated on me.
My new one lost interest after a month.
I've been selfharming again.
There is something wrong with my kidneys.
I have anxiety, depression, anorexia and sometimes i hear voices telling me to kill myself.
I feel like nothing ever works out in life. I'm 14 years old and all of this has happened. It's like someone is trying to take over my life. I am so tired of this it is draining the life out of me. I honestly am exhausted. Do you think this is just bad luck or some sort of curse? Thank you

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I forgot to add that i always have an uneasy feeling that i am being watched or stalked. I am terrified of the dark and hate being alone.

Your not demons can careless.Just take salt water bath for you can be purify.To get all that negativity off.

First off, I advise that you go to therapy. Talking it out with someone can help let off all that stress and sadness. Second, meditation and affermations can help alot as well.

Change the way you feel do some good luck spells bring some more positivity into your life.Manifest things by using law of attraction it's another form of magick to me,but that can be a debate.

It's ok. There are many ways to get rid of it but here are some of the ways:
Doing a white magic spell (in your mind is best, it's more powerful)
Tell people. Yeah yeah, ur doing it right now, but tell other witches who live near you.
And the best way is to NOT LISTEN to that voice. If you kill yourself, NO ONE (not even your future self) will have the personality, friends, memories, flaws, and enimies that you have. Boyfriends, don't worry. Don't look after what you want, let it come to you.

So it might be a curse, but for now look on the bright side. You are amazing.

Ok thank you I'll try that

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Okay you may not be cursed, you may just have depression and that sadness may be pulling more negative energy into your life. This happened to me. Still happens. When I get really depressed and start feeling suicidal suddenly the whole world turns sour and it is because I am manifesting negativity.
So I started meditating. I used DBT (Dialectical Behavior Therapy) workbooks to help teach me how to be positive and how to cope with stressful situations.
There was a time a few months back when I really thought I had been cursed so I started carrying fire agate, this stone is used to turn negative energy back around on the sender. Problem was things just got EVEN WORSE! This was because I was actually for lack of a better way to put it, cursing myself so the stone just amplified that. Once I stopped carrying it and started trying to be positive things became a little better. Not completely there is still a long way for me to go, there always will be but it wasn't so bad.

A tip I did learn, when I want to kill or hurt myself I grab and hold and icecube now. It hurts but doesn't actually cause any lasting damage or scars. This method has gotten me through some really hard days.

I really hope that things get better. Feel free to message me any time and I'll try to get back to you soon.

Very nice post Paige. Its wonderful to see the wounded healers helping to heal others in the community. Many blessings to you.