Im new but Im old

here I am at the tender age of 55 feeling a tad adrift, not quite fitting in and hoping i have found somewhere to call home.
I left organised religion a long time ago, I always asked too many questions they said.
I work in the health field and some have said they feel energy in my work, I downplay that and remain humble in the work.
Coming here seems like the right move. I am looking to learn and help other folks, yeah i can be corny like that.
Thanks in advance...

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Welcome!

Welcome. May you find what you seek. (By the way, I'm older than you. lol) Blessings to you!

yeah but im gettin a late start

I did too. Glad to have found this community though.

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I am currently reading Modern Majick by D.M. Kraig.
thing is I don't dream, will that begin to change?
I will get a book to put beside the bed, but I may having to nothing to enter.

Write down any fragment, or even the feeling you wake up with. Even if you don't remember your dreams, you still have them, and I'm sure you probably notice that some days you wake up feeling better than others. Once your brain realises that you want to remember your dreams, it will get easier and easier with practice like any other skill :)

I'm a massage therapist and lately when I touch people there is like electricity flowing. And I know we operate via impulses, but it's different.
Am I working gray magick?
And finally I felt so st ease today, after reading in the book.

Well not everyone sees magic in terms of shades like that :/ but I'd say you're more than likely feeling their personal energy, or chi, or aura etc :) Glad you've found a book that triggers that kind of response, you seem like you're on the right path :)