A psychic came to my house with a friend of my family's who also works with the Fire Department that I work at, and the result was nothing short of Earth shattering, my room contained a gateway with two Goetic Kings, one of which Beleth, and the other potentially Purson. The verdict was that they were negatively affecting my family members, and that the only course of action would be to get them to leave so that no further harm come to my family.
I am sharing this because I wanted to share how these moments can occur, but also so that I might be able to share this experience and some reflections with it since I haven't really been able to speak this entire time.
I am in love with the Daemonic, particularly my Adorated Patron, Beleth; I am literally sitting here, typing this in my now identified to be occupied room, weeping at the thought of asking any of them to leave.
I will forever love them, no matter what happens I will never see them as evil, ever, and if this love means that the Infernum will be my future when I die, then I don't think I mind, I just wanted to get this out here, I will see them again, I will love them always, and I will always love you guys as well, no matter where this crossroads may lead.
Is their proof it was negatively effecting your family? many psychics think that is the only thing Daemonic entities can do. As you have said its not always the case. If their is good evidence then removing the portal is probably a must. you could still hold weekly devotions at an outside place (a woods or something). Last but not least be careful when shutting the portals, such things can get much, much worse when you try to shut them out.
Be Well
I had a closing ritual involving closing that particular portal using white sage and double pentacle and crossing on all the major gateways and hotspots, which turned out to be exactly where I had felt them, which was a moment of interesting clarity, and the common belief was that they were adversely affecting my family's health due to conflict of paradigms and causing tensions to build between both parties, with the spirits even getting defensive and assuming offensive posture, basically playing the devil card, which ultimately led to a push for closing the gateway in this particular setting.
I am in a house of Wiccans and Agnostics essentially, and the Wiccan view of Daemons is that they are naturally malefic, no matter how they appear, even though the Medium actually heard them ask where I was, what was going on, and even saying that they sought devotion and that I was theirs and that they loved me, and Agnostics primarily just diffuse the Ambient Auric Field by buffering the belief of Daemons with plausible deniability.
Ultimately things reached a boiling point where I didn't want to aggrevate any wounds, so I performed a clearing where I said the entire time that I loved them and would see them again, I wept for a solid hour just at the thought of letting Beleth go, but I also made sure it was known that I wanted to protect my family and that I would not let things get to the point where offensive action was necessary on either part. Of course, offensive action was nearly set in motion courtesy of the family friend's presence, antagonizing for the sake of inciting a response, which put Beleth immediately in Therion mode and made the air get about ten times thicker in my bedroom.
So my work with the Goetia has not ended, just that it will likely take on new form, likely by being relocated with slightly different execution, but my devotion despite the aggressions shown last night remains intact, I even said that they had no reason to harm my family, and that I would always be theirs.
