I have been searching for quite some time to answer my questions and either people look at me like I'm crazy or there is no information to be found on the one that I have. I was brought into the initiation process when I was 11. I was given a symbol of a deity protector that was a brother of the initiators protector. I was then given a list of specific instructions to subconsciously follow in my everyday life and that included to not speak his name in front of others? I am allowed to show his symbol, but cannot speak his name in front of others? The symbol looks like a combined 2 and 7 and inside the number 2 arch is the all seeing eye. It's brother is that of the original all seeing eye with the eye through the middle of a triangle, except he is called a name unlike others refer to the alike symbol as. Does any one have any information about my symbol and how to call him out? I have tried many times and the only responses I get are silent as if he does not speak. The brother however has a lot to say and seems more forward in communications. I need help figuring out who he is exactly and what he may expect from me first in order to communicate with him more openly, frequently and feel more secured during conjurations
So no better clues? You sad you may not share the name of the protector with anyone. But what about the brother's name? What about the religion's name? The origin of this belief, perhaps?
The brothers name venious. Mine ends the same way with the ious. Never knew the origin the religion or too much about it. I know a few things like, they are before time was created, they are not of any race, they are higher entities of great power but are not gods. Uhm if you have ever watched the craft there are some similarities as in with sinc with the atmosphere and its inhabitants life and death and beyond. Karma is a big thing such as following your life path and be basically their mediator between here and there from this world and theirs for the better intentions. Kind of like living with extremely strict parents, for every action there is a reaction. Not sure how exactly to continue...
How did you become involved in this belief to begin with? It seems strange to be initiated into it without at least some knowledge shared as to what it's all about.
I was initiated at the age of 11 by my older step sister whom was 13 at the time. We did not have any connections to social medias, barley knew anything about even the bible and our only outside source was normal school. I thought she was full of it but I went along with it anyway because she oddly knew way too much. We were able to read each others thoughts and walk thru their shoes in their past along with entering other minds and learning manipulation. The initiation process itself consisted of simmering oils and herbs that I had to consume after a chant she said to a candle on the table after I had consumed the mixture the wax suffocated the WIC putting out the flame on it's own. She is able to inflict pain on herself without feeling the pain and the healing was way to quick to be normal. She is a lot more advanced and incredibly powerful herself alone. What I had previously said is about all I know about what it is. Through years of researching I can only find resemblance to what she tried to teach me. But the symbol itself looks similar to that of some type of Egyptian religion because of the all seeing eye in the middle. All I know that whatever it is it is real, scary real... i was shown i have great power but i am unsure with what im doing alone or of my talents or how to unlock them but too afraid to make further progress with it because I don't feel secure enough mentally with the knowledge I need to actually get into it and here soon I will begin another initiation process to earn my family's book from my father. I need my protector before the second initiation process and knowledge of how to unlock and use it
I could also add that the language spoken to these protectors is the language of the gods and all she had told me was that when he speaks to me I will understand it, when I speak to him it is to come to me... my protector though... Seems as if he is muted as only responds in actions or dreams where he can show me. Her protector however is talkative, and interacts more strongly. During conjuring I've always called upon both because of the lack of communication. With her being my sibling and our protectors being brothers she said I could use both for protection until I unlock my own and still not a clue how. I know that there are more of them that are acquainted with their own symbols and names that each witch gets their own personal protector n they serve them and only them however the protectors themselves are said to be both good or evil depending on their mood and their satisfaction to their handler. It isn't black or white it is all magic and depending on the entities provoked is what you get basically and how you intend to use your gift. Also wanted to add that when she was initiated she was 6, pretty sure hers came to her on it's own by communicating with her then one day he told her to burn herself with a light bulb on the forearm so that he was able to reveal his name and who he was to her at the age of 8 or 9. Then shortly after she got aquainted, she said he told her to initiate me because he seen good use for me...? I've tried to block all this out for 10 years n every so often I keep feeling kind of... connected to it as if it's still there and lately I've been feeling the deepest craving to figure this out as if it has a timeline like him needing to communicate with me now but I have to learn how to let him in
Let me see if I'm comprenhending what your asking. You want to know more about this deity whom you were given a symbol of and were initiated into this practice, but you don't have much knowledge about the practice. Could it be that your are meant to discover his (I think it's a he, my apologies if I got the gender of your deity incorrect) name? Or could you perhaps speak to the brother and ask him if he could explain to you what the name is of this other deity? Have you ever worked with this deity before? Perhaps before your initiation one of your other family members who is also in this group may have worked with this deity, could you ask them for some information. I don't know how your practice works and I don't want to offend you, but in my practice I have a Book of Shadows; perhaps your practice has something like this? Where information of past rituals is stored? Are you allowed to reveal the name of this practice or religion? Thank you.
~Love and Light
