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Hello, i would like to ask about something it's been worrying me since i was conscious of my powers. At certain moments or places, i enter in contact with the dream world. And thats nice. Other thigns i found i can do is... when i really think something is going to happen, it will happen, no matter what. But consciously... i can't cast spells.

Maybe it's because meditation doesn't work on me, as it gets me even more anxious (i don't know why, been following several meditation guides and they don't help)

I also find spells written in english....powerless. I mean, i am really good at understanding and writing in english but the spells.... i don't know. I know this is just me, because other people do find power in english written spells.

Where should i start? Don't tell me meditation because.... you know. Even in dreams i cant cast my spells.

For me some sources of my power are

Water
Forest
Moonlight

My power's color is blue.

Which spell could be cast properly with these attributes?