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Hi guys I new at magic and pagan stuff so I have some question
1. I believed in christinity before this and I afraid about that is this ok to change god so easy
2. Do my spells really works I believe in magic but not in myself power so is there any way to understand do spell worked becouse sometimes I using strenght chant at work and it like a things get a slighty more easy do that mean it worked?
3. Is there some meetings of wizards in every country ?
4. last thing can someone can tell next steps I read some wicca books online and found some excercises visualization meditation dream recall this one dont work for me I dont have.any single dream for long time any tips how to have dream to obe?

Btw my imagine isnt really good I can imagine everything moving come from nowhere but its like 144 youtube quality hard to see is this shall be so bad.or need to be high quality?

P.S
Try to read as this is iam not english so my words isnt all correct and I write whit phone keyboard