new life

This is probably not possible but i want to be in a different world where I can do anything I want. I dont like this life I am living

I am afraid it isn't possible.. Why do you hate living this life?

Its so boring no matter what I do. Its also impossible to get what i truly want in this world.

Welcome reality and what real life is.

Welcome to life, life is a bummer, you can't always get what you want. If you are so bored, try going out and doing something about it.

no matter what i do i hate this life. for years i felt this way and i have tried many things that haven't worked

Many people feel that way, I felt that way too when I was younger, but only you can change that, no one can change it for you. Try finding a hobby, it'll take time, but totally worth it.