I haven't really had anything close to night terrors or sleep walking other than that occasionalfeeling of falling and then waking up suddenly, and night terrors during childhood (which is common for any child), but earlier this morning I seemed to have been somewhat "sleepwalking".
Though, I wasn't really walking. I was just stood up in bed, doing something, my hands were probably moving as well as my head/face. When I "woke up" my eyes seemed to already be open, and a fleeting image of some kind of black lines (like a dissipating symbol, but no idea what of), and a very confused feeling. Also a feeling of a little anxiety, bit of fear, and some anger because I hate being woken up especially at an hour like 4-something a.m., just to feel like some randy spirits were interacting with me.
It did feel like there may had been multiple entities in the room, and it was also kind of like how one would feel if they found themselves before a group of some people and didn't remember how, who, or what was going on any time before realizing it.
I recently did start to work with Belial, and some other experiences has magicians stating that they felt as if the spirit had brought several familiars.
Later in that same morning today I had gotten a quite odd dream-- I was going back to my old childhood home to find some kind of weird portal to a country that annexed the entire lot for some kind of Nazi-like regime, but I had felt entitled to my childhood home because it should be more than some kind of facet for an evil government. Tried plowing over several guards, but was instantly transported to some weird kind of underground portion of it. There was some other minor stuff in there, like a sandy lot, a lot like a Renaissance fair, had a bunch of vendors in it, and some person was saying how they wish I was blonde, and I said how I used to be more blonde as a child but the lightness faded to more of a brown color as I had gotten older.
I think it might mean something of how I wish to gain something back from what I had in childhood, perhaps a better ability to "see" spirits and scry as easily as I used to--since even after puberty I can't seem to even lucid dream like I used to. (And no, I can't really take certain herbs like Mugwort tea due to my current psychotropic medications, I will probably trigger Serotonin Syndrome)
So I'm wondering if any of you guys here in the forums ever had anything like this before? Despite my spirituality, I have never experienced Sleep Paralysis, not even once. And I'm eager to learn if any of you also work with Belial, or other spirits!
