There are numerous protection spells to cast on yourself and your family. Other than that, you can burn a white candle with a symbol of protection carved into it while you bathe in sage and salt. Burn sage regularly. It may take some time to fully leave but never give up.
I feel you man, I was mad at my Grandpa and cursed him to have the worst time of his life this year and he died because of his heart stopping out of nowhere. I miss him, but his death changed me, I stopped with witchcraft and became "woke".I meditated for hours and saw life for what it is, a simulation. All I say is stop believing in witchcraft and only think positive. It will all go away. For your parents, children and your family. Trust me it works. Bless up
Asyou stated you have never before casted a spell, I highly doubt anything happened. You see spellwork requires a lot of preparation and sometimes months if not years of study. One cannot simply go around casting spells, that is not how it works. You need to have a full understanding of the basics, such as energy manipulation, grounding, divination, sigils, etc. But to your satisfaction, you can burn some sage around your house and If you so feel desired have your children take a bath withBurdock root, Juniper berries, Himalayan salt, coconut powder & Peppermint, you can find this stuff on Amazon and here on SoM, online store. If none of this is possible soak in somemilk and water and few drops of vanilla essential oilbath for 10-15 minutes.
Thank you, I can imagine how hard that must have been, I have been hard at at being positive (I realise I have always been a negative pessimist since I was a young child) and am trying to focus on positive things....I believe I have always been very "aware" and have assumed I am just a "realest" rather than a "pessimist" which makes me extremely anxious when it certain realizations "Wake" me as such so while I would like to say I wish I could be woke at the same it scares the crap out of me
That was basically the warning that I can't just go round casting spells without knowing what I was doing or things can go wrong so I did do some amount of research and already know about grounding (for health and emotional wellbeing ect) my children at adults and we all no longer live together but did at the time I was spiraling down this really dark phase..I'm finding a lot of suggestions require soaking or emerging in a bathtub which nether me nor my children have
Also don't be to hard on yourself I am assuming your grandpa was of an elderly age...my partners heart also stopped out of nowhere he was 36 years old this was almost 12 years ago now I have spent so much time besting myself up about the what ifs and if onlys.....and it turns out his family has a rear blood disorder that weekens the heart muscle over time if not treated....hes family hadn't let him know he may have it....but I now know to have my kids get blood tests regularly to check there iron levels
in 2013 i used a ritual spell to end my relationship with my wicked boyfriend. the spell did worked then not long after i began undergoing sleep paralysis and was even attacked by mainly shadow people and other spirits. used to encounter them once every three days for a few months straight. thank goodness i dont really go through that anymore. i may get a sleep paralysis episode once every whenever tho i cant say when last i encountered a shadow person
Many times, without knowing or realizing, we manifest negative energy because of worry and doubt. I do not think you caused bad things to happen to your family. Being unfamiliar with the craft and casting blindly may not have actually done anything. We tend to see what we want and so in your mind knowing what you did previously, you are accepting blame for the band things happening now.
The first step is to rid yourself of this burden. All that is doing is creating and manifesting negative energy which can leech and spread. Cleansing and protection are your best bet and you don't really need to cast a spell for either. Use your internal feelings to know what works for you and embrace it, giving it power to cleanse and protect. I like to envision a beam of white light around me. I feel it and picture it when I am feeling a lot of negativity around me. It is amazing to watch as you draw people in. They want to be around you because your positive energy feels good and can change their entire mood.
As far as your children go, just continue with supporting them as best as you can and always reassure them something positive. It is important to validate their struggle, so they know it is real, but then leave them with a positive outlook on something else going on in your lives that will be their focus and can help suppress the negative energy.
