Is this normal?

I'm not bsing, Wudang. All I would get for doing so is mockery. I have no reason to desive anyone. I'm still kinde new to using magic so I don't know what's really happening.

I never said he was lying Wudang. I merely stated my opinion. It seems this time you actually give the person a chance to prove themselves just because it interests you. Also, Soulfire, you're right if an anti-matter ball touched you you wouldn't be here. Either you're hand(s) would be gone or you'd be dead.

Not sure if it worked but I managed to take a picture with the camera on my phone. It was hard to take a picture and make an energy ball at the same time with it in my hand so it might not show up in the picture. Analize it and tell me what you see. It is in my photo gallery, the picture with the hands.

Perhaps Diamo. I don't have enough info on the anti-matter.

There doesn't seem to be much of a distortion. Where is your source for energy?

I feel stupid not knowing the answer to that question. I guess it would be me at fisrt. When it gets bigger I automatically envision trails of energy coming from various sources. Does that answer your question?

source of energy should always be from within, taking it from something else (unless you have permission) would bring upon karmic backlash, draw the energy from your solar plexus and focus into your palms creating the psychic field in the shape of a sphere. keep practicing and you will be able to contain and control your own psychic energy.

Just to add my two cents I think it may be the case that Wudang may have confused anti-matter and something along the lines of dark matter, I may be wrong but that may help clarify the confusion in that part of this at least.

the existince of dark matter is only theoretical and is only proven by the fact that it gives off a slight gravitational pull much like a gyrokinesis vortex...

And yet it's accurately measured (not seen though) and put into most theories concerning the Universe. We have all reason to believe in Dark Matter.