sadness and pain

i feel uncomparible pain and sadness. im starting to cut myself with thumb tacs and lick the blood... im so lonely i wish i wouldnt wake up... i dont want to sleep because i dont wanna wake up! i am bitter because i never received love in my life ive always been alone and teased.. i was even raped by my step dad which makes me afraid to get close to men...

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1-800-784-2433 suicide hotline

1-800-273-8255 lifeline

630-482-9696 depression hotline


No one will know who you are nor will they judge you. I suggest you call if you really want help and atleast hear them out on suggestions.

I felt the same way last month. Alright, here

The following ingredients are needed
to cast Stress Spell

1 unused piece of paper
1 white or red candle
1 fireproof container/bowl

Relieve the depression or stress of yourself or a friend.

On a piece of paper write the following:
Magic Moon burning bright,
Let my will be done tonight,
Answer now my earnest spell,
Let all with ____ all be well.
After writing this, picture it coming true.
A red candle for health, strength and courage can be used, or a white candle for peace.
Light the candle and burn the paper to release the magic and carefully place the paper in the fireproof container.
Be careful not to burn yourself.

Or do this chant

Rid the feeling of depression from you life.

Chant this untill the feeling of depression subsides.

"Goddess above, hear me this day, I am tired of feeling sad and lonely all the time, fill me with joy, laughter, and happiness, in your name above, so mote it be."

And remember to meditate. I used a different method to heal myself and wash away the stress and loneliness, but i couldn't find it so here are different. You can check out more in the Healing Spell section

And cast a protection spell so you can be safe

Attend a yoga class, therapy sessions.
By posting this post, you have already shown that you sort of want to live. You're holding on to something, as small as it may seem, it's keeping you alive. If you were at the last point of no hope, you wouldn't even bother with an internet forum.
Find what you're holding onto. It's what you're life depends on.

and if you just wanna talk to a complete stranger :) im here

you guys and ladys suck!
suck suck!!!!!!

My my. Looks like someone has enough self esteem to come back and attempt to make rude comments to those who tried to help her.

I garuntee doll, after that post....no one will do it again.