Hello,
I would really appreciate your help and suggestions.
I have done some spells before, but everything I did was rarely planned or researched, more a matter of intuition- I would draw something, or say something, or imagine something, and often those things would happen, as I intended. I did play a bit with auras and energies but never seriously- it has aways been in my family, so I guess trying it came naturally. I read a lot and research a lot.
Recently my family goes through some difficult times, and I need to work a spell, or rather a couple of spells- protective, to make certain problems go away end to banish some things. This time it is serious enough to make me approach it seriously, make a plan, buy candles, etc. I have everything almost ready, but here comes the problem.
There was once a person very close to the family, who could see the future and worked with energies- a truly remarkable person, now dead. She said once when I was little, that I have a gift but I should not try to use it until I am grown. I am legally an adult now, but according to some it is still too early.
Should I ignore the warning?
I can help my family, I feel ready, I have done things before that worked. I don’t know how to describe what I feel, it is the sense of energy, but I know the spell should work.
Please answer me as quickly as you can, I want to work the banishing spell in two days on 15th, when the moon is best for that. The other rituals I planned for the 31st, Halloween. Should I trust my intuition or what I was told?
Tust your intuition in my opinion. Just make sure you practice a bit look over what other people do before doing a spell, meditate that sort of thing. Your intuition can often be helpful because it might know some things you dont on the surface. I dont know why you had to wait until your older but Im sure youll be fine.
Maybe the person who told you that didn't want you to be exposed to magic at such a young age. It can be very dangerous sometimes if not done right. I think that if you are an adult now you should have the capability to make sure you are safe. You also said that you did a lot of research so that's good.
Trust what you feel. You know yourself better than that family member. (most likely)
Are you grown?
Can you pull yourself through the hardship? Stand your ground?
Its not just a sense of being an adult, connect to yourself and the world around you, ask yourself if you are grown, if you are 'ready'.
You sound like you're in distress, in dire need. Well, I feel for you. You don't know what you should do, but you feel like you gotta do something. Venting is good. I would go out, take a quiet walk to think, and find a nice rock to put inside your house. This should make your home feel more stable. Pick a nice rock that speaks to you, and place it high up, as you would a candle.
Dear Tatyana, I had similiar matter before. Once my grandmother told me that I should not heal people till I reach 31 years old and it was for me like oh, Lord I need to wait for ages to be an active healer?! There was a reason behind, I was practicing a lot with other practitioners before to let myself to dedicate to this sad position as a Healer. And whenever I helped anyone before I reach my age, I used to be sick for many days...everyone of us has personal reasons and you might have a reason to postpone or just follow your intuition and go on, dear. May spirits bless you
@MrGreen- unfortunately this is too complicated for that and also it does not involve really a place. My family lives in a couple of places, moves a lot, so I wouldn't be even able to put a stone anywhere. Plus what is going on right now is multiple issues connected to many different spheres in life, so things like lighting up a candle with intention or praying does not work anymore. However thank you for your help, it is an interesting suggestion and I will remember that for the future.
@Darwish- the problem is that the person who told me this is dead and I don't really trust anyone around me who is into magick to such extent, so I don't know what she meant by "grown-up". I have tried moving pendulums when I was around 9, but when my parents found out their friend let me do that, I stopped. I used to then "play" with auras and energy on and off for years, but never experienced any negative effects, but it might be because it was never anything serious. I think what she meant is that I should't try anything serious when I was 14 or so, because then it could be a danger.
Thank you all for replying, I read all comments and I will do as majority of you say, just go with my intuition- I feel like that it is something I should so. Hopefully this is going to work.
