I am working on a spell to heal our division, but in the meantime I need a spell to protect her from herself and the negativity around her. I truly believe there to be a malignant force trying to keep us apart that is only getting worse. Just tonight after 2 weeks of being clean, my love shot heroin again and then cut herself. We are apart right now not because we don't love each other but because she felt there were things in her life she needed to work out so we could be better. The problem is it seems since I've been gone things have only gotten worse for her. I need a way to keep her from hurting herself and letting others hurt her while I wait for my other spell to come to fruition. I must wait until the time of the full moon to finish...and after tonight's revelation I'm afraid the force at work to destroy us might destroy her before I can do it. Any help is greatly appreciated.
In addition to the spell, you could take a trip somewhere there isn't any heroin until she maKes it over the withdrawl hump. Sounds like she needs help, and if professional help is too expensive, then something has to be done. Perforn a spell on saturday ans ask the energy of Saturn ans the power of goddess Kali to banish her cravings. Better to involve her in the spell directly, so she believes in it too.
I just realized that Mercury is in retrograde, was wondering if that might have been a problem as well. Seems things get rough around this time. I am indeed desperate though. I only need to wait it out until the time of the full moon for my other spell to be complete but I'm beginning to believe I need to do a ritual to cleanse my aura as well because of how damaged I am from this whole situation. We are meant for each other but the separation is putting so much strain on the both of us. My aura has been tainted with pain and darkness and I don't believe anything I would try to cast right now would be very effective. She's in the grip of something awful and probably wouldn't be very receptive to me saying I'm going to cast spells on her. Not only does she obviously have an addiction problem she also has multiple mental disorders such as PTSD, Borderline Personality Disorder, chronic depression and Opposition Defiant Disorder. This all makes my job harder...not to mention my life. But I love her and would crawl through a field of broken glass just to get to her on the other side if I had to. I'm so scared that something even more awful is going to happen before I'm able to cast my grand finale.
