Need help please..?

I have lost really close family members in an accident years ago. I hurt for years, an ended up hurting others in my path. Truth be told you can not heal until you come to terms with reality, and learn to grow inward before attempting to grow outward. Everyone is always in a rush to move on from things, and start over. Often enough this is not how things are supposed to work, instead of suppressing these feelings you need to work through them.

Magick spells are not the answer to everything, especially when it comes to matters of the heart. As you are attempting to manipulate a design that you have no control over, nor can we even began to understand how it works. For every 2 people you find that claim a magick spell fixed their love life, you will find 20 more saying it screwed it up even more. I imagine this happens for a reason.

Work on your chakras and loving yourself, come to terms with what occurred, work through all those feelings, and before you know it you will find yourself ok and happy once again. Remember next time that you are important and shouldn't trust your heart to just anyone.

Burying yourself in your practice can help ease the pain from your mind, but don't forget to live and feel all that life has to offer. ;)